Say What?!

     I have been on a journey of self since April of 2017. I went from being a wife to being single. Here’s a little history. I met my wasband in 2005. I was a young 21 years old and he was 24. He was nervous, didn’t even want to approach me but by the end of the night he gave me his number, I called and that was all she wrote. Fast Forward, 12 years later after our 10 year anniversary, he left. His exact words were I need some space. I decided I was going to fight because there were plenty of times that I needed space from him but I fought for what our marriage meant to me.

     He came home one day and admitted that he had an affair. It started off emotional and then led to a sexual one and I  was still willing to fight. That woman couldn’t beat me and the 12 years I put in. She didn’t know him the way I knew him. Well after 3 months of him going back and forth and me being cast away as the side bitch. I left. I walked away because eventually I woke up and knew that I deserved more than what I was being given. I owed myself more than what I am allowing to take place. This led me on the journey that I am on now. I have come to some hard realizations. Last year I chose a word for myself and the word was growth. 2017 definitely put me in situations where I had to grow.

     I am definitely ready to continue on the journey that has been placed in front of me and as I explore more of myself and who I am as a woman I am hoping that you will follow me on this lovely journey of awakening and discovery.